♦Nev’s Pov♦
I knew it. I still loved Ryan.
Why did I leave him? He was gorgeous and sweet and talented…but he was so dense! But I loved him so much. You know, love? That thing that makes you dizzy and you can’t say anything even though you want to say everything and when you see that one person you feel like running away and kissing them at the same time?
I loved Ryan. I still loved Ryan.
So why had I given up his life for my own?
I was as ridiculous as Ryan was. Or maybe more.
We would still be together if I hadn’t blown up about his talking to that fangirl. Why was I so angry all the time? We would have still been together.
Of course, he would still be in love with that chick.
Or was he in love?
The girl was 13. He was 19.
6 years in between. There was no way. Ryan wouldn’t go for a girl like that…
The Ryan I knew wouldn’t.
Ryan was different lately.
I was different lately.
I sat on the front step, wrapped up in a blanket, staring at the night sky.
I loved you Ryan. I still love you.
I prayed for him the entire night, because I was too weak to do anything. What a waste of a human.
